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Wednesday, January 20, 2010

finally, a full term baby!


Yay! Today I am 37 weeks, which means full term, which also means baby can come any day and be completely healthy and full grown!
So exciting!
I am hoping Paayton stays in until at least 3 days after we move.. that would be ideal. But when do babies actually listen to us?
Basically I move in nine days, so if he stays in until at least then, I am good. I will just be reallllly still, not move, not eat anything crazy and hopefully Paayton decides to stay in his squishy, gushy surroundings.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

we are approved!


YAY! Read the title? We are approved!
The place I thought God placed on Craigslist just for me, ended up being, just for me!
Not only is it the cheapest place I could find, it fits all the bills. It's gorgeous, just big enough, we have our own backyard, which backs on to trails and a forest.
We signed the lease, and we're ready to move in, January 30th.
Praise God.. now we just gotta find a way to move all our stuff to Cumberland.

Any takers??

Thursday, January 14, 2010

My Baby Shower!





So last night one of my best friends, Erica, blessed me with a beautiful baby shower! I don't have any photos from the night yet, but here's a few shots of ALL of the gifts I was blessed with..
Baby Paayton definitely is well stocked! Also, my mom bought me a Camo Hat and Diaper Geenie as well as a "Mommy Pack" with gels, pads, oils etc for when the baby gets here!
I feel so blessed, I can't say it enough.. Here are a few shots of all the goodies I got!
I will upload some photos of the night once I get them.

Thank you to all who came to my shower!!! It meant the world to me, it was fun.. and good to have you all there to celebrate Paayton's soon-to-be life!

Monday, January 11, 2010

what comes with rain and drains with the rain.

So, waking up today I wasn't exceptionally sad, nor was I exceptionally happy. I was neutral. It's a feeling as there is nothing to look forward to, nothing to be upset about, and nothing to be excited about.
I feel fat, and emotionally out of control and I feel ungrounded.
Maybe those thoughts come with being almost 36 weeks pregnant, but I can't help but feel like my life has now ended and I have no way out.
At the end of the month Glen and I have to move to the Comox Valley as living in Campbell River is not only unpractical but expensive. Living itself here is cheap, but the gas costs, cell phone bills etc have been too high to continue on with.
Glen is now working 6-7 days a week in Comox, so piled with his 10 hour work day, he has 2 hours of driving to do as well.
I can't help and feel a bit stressed out. What if Paayton decides to come out before we move?
Ontop of that we can't find a decent place to move into. For the last month Craigslist has been circulating the same crappy places. I will miss my friends and family in Campbell River. I love it here..The Comox valley represents depression and a dead hole to me. I just don't feel like trying to feel comfortable there.
Life is so frustrating. Just when you feel content and in love with you life, it gets pulled out from underneath you and you have to start over.
Maybe these thoughts come with the hard rain and heavy winds that circle my little house today.. or maybe I'm just tired.
Last week I had a scare with my placenta coming off my utarian wall, and I was in and out of the hospital quite a bit. I will be heading back in tonight, and again on Thursday for another rush ultrasound. Maybe Birth stresses me out a bit too.. I don't deal with pain well. As much as I want to meet Paayton, what if I am a terrible mom?
It's stated on babycenter.com that 2 out of 5 moms will experience postpartum depression BEFORE the baby arrives. Maybe that can explain everything?
I'm not complaining, but we've had a rough go in the last couple of months.. and I just want to relax.
Well, as this is a negative post, I'm sorry. I just needed to get some things off of my chest. Isn't that what blogs are for?

Friday, January 8, 2010

new hair, new love.


So, this last couple of weeks have been a blur, but something I was meaning to do, I never got done! On the 23rd of December I got my hair done by a friend and amazing stylist, Katie Dowe.
I had previously gone to "Roots", and they had completely ruined my hair. Maybe it had a fact to do with that the stylist was half drunk.. but none-the-less.. it looked terribly orange.
Two months later after using purple shampoo's, correctional conditioners and taking extremely good care of it, I took the plunge and tried "The Head Shed".
Not only did she do a amazing job, the atmosphere is anything but superficial. Most salons you walk into and you get attitude. You're treated as a client, and it's an overall unpleasant atmosphere. It's a 'Need to be done' to get your hair done.
As soon as I walked into the Head Shed I was greeted by a few girls. Not only did we have great conversation the whole time, other stylists who weren't even doing my hair talked to me as well. The atmosphere came off as super hip and in, but friendly and comfortable.
So let me stop boasting about the atmosphere and tell you about their decore. It was so gorgeous as well, very modern and cozy. It's probably one of the more modern salons I've been in. Including the expensive salons I used to hit up in Vancouver. Juice (Yaletown), Mohair (Gastown).
OK, so can I get to my hair?
I know a bit about hair, growing up with a hairdresser as my mother, she taught me a few tricks. I know not to brush my hair with a brush when wet, never to dye hair straight blond from dark brown. Not to ruin hair with heat everyday etc. I've noticed that some stylist in salons completely by pass the rules. I will leave this person anonymous, but when my hair was done processing, she washed it out.. she washed it out, yes, but she forgot to rinse under my hair. ( so at the roots in the back of my head there was dye in it still ), and on top of that, much to my shock, she took a huge brush to my wet, tangled hair.
Like what? - This was at the point I was in tears. I had spent a butt load of my hard worked money, when I could of gone to my dear momma and gotten a MUCH better, professional job.
Lesson number one I had to learn.
Anyways, after I sat in my chair at the Head Shed, she automatically had picked out color for my hair. It was perfect. She not only dyed my hair a phenomenal color, but styled my hair how I wanted, I was a smokin' preggo when I got up from that chair!
P.S yes, most salons DON'T style your hair how you want..ask any girl who is a salon jumper.

Regardless of this long post, I wanted to say thanks Katie! You're awesome, and you did a amazing job. I am officially now, head shed hooked.
Try them. Kill it.

P.S I feel retarded. I called her Katie Dawn by total preggo fluke. Sorry Jess Dawn.. Anyways, if you have read my post, it's Katie Dowe.. but scratch the last name just look for the brunette/blond hottie with pink hair products ( brush, straightener etc)

Monday, January 4, 2010


This afternoon my Gramma came over to drop off Paayton's first gift! So wonderful, a precious moments keepsake book, and a blue/white onsie and a fleece and Elephant rattle. I am so blessed!
It made me think that wow, Paayton could be here really soon! Due date is the 29th of January, but I am ready in case he decides to come out early.. I have a history in my family of babies coming very early.. so I am starting to pack the baby bag.
I am so not ready yet. I want to meet him really bad, and I'm sick of feeling fat and sick 24/7, but I don't think I'm ready to meet the most pain of my life!
Paayton weighs roughly 6 pounds now, so hopefully his gain slows down a bit so in case I do go until 40 weeks he wont be a huge baby!
So exciting, and so much to think about.. luckily everything is ready for him, even if he came in a hour.

Also, I've a baby shower on the 13th of January. One of my best friends Erica Paemoller is planning it for me. I am not the one inviting or planning, but if you wanted to just come and share in the night with us. Let me know!

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010.


I Hope 2010 is good to me. I've had a 'fun' last two years, and I'm looking forward to what this year may bring.
So far, 1 minute after new years struck 12, my phone service got turned off, and then I accidentally split bleach on my beige carpet, which now has white blotches all over it. I'm hoping this isn't a sneak peak of all year!
I don't believe it will be.. this year should be great! I have many things to be grateful for, a baby in a few weeks. Glen, Chloe.. and peace. We will see where this year takes me.
As for now, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!