You're Mine.

Sitting here listening to this song " I'm Yours" By Jason Mraz, you've heard it.
Well, right after A-Hole left I was determined to learn this song on my guitar. Very easy, it's 4 chords the whole song, and a very hawaiiany, type song. Love it.
I learnt it, and then I learnt it on the Piano.. I've done a Acoustic, Classical, Accapela and various other takes of it.
But it reminds me of everything i've overcome. Thinking back it hurts me, not because it hurts me to think of what happened, but to think of me state. The pain one goes through to let go, and to learn to remold itself. It was such great pain, at times I wanted to not go on.
I don't want anyone to have to go through this pain, but now that it's been a whole year later I can say that it's done me so much good as well.
Not only am I a better Jess, but I have learnt so much, I'm stronger and more capable of being by myself.
I have found a wonderful man. I wasn't looking for a partnership through all this, but it happened.. and I can say he's one of the best there is. He treats me as I've never been treated, I've learnt to respect, because a good person only deserves respect.. and I have learnt what love means.
I'm continuing to grow and learn, and stretch( literally heheh)But in this process God has my hand and is showing me right from wrong.
It's been a horrible process but we sometimes have to go through it.

Here's the lyrics to "I'm Yours" -Enjoy

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm trying to get back

Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my bestest
And nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love

Listen to the music of the moment people, dance and sing
We're just one big family
And it's our God-forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate, our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

D-d-do do you, but do you, d-d-do
But do you want to come on
Scooch on over closer dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and I laughed

I guess what I be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do, our name is our virtue